Saturday, June 27, 2009

BusterStronghart@Gmail.com
Nietzsche says that all relationships must be understood on the basis of power.I do not see this. The idea doesn't resonate with me. The balance of power--who wins who loses in a relationship seems trivial and irrelevant.

As I read my comment I wonder whether I am avoiding a Truth that has been presented to me.

A mans task, Nietzsche says, is to accept himself. It is not to make, force, have others accept him. "your task is to accept yourself--not to find ways to gain acceptance."

Too much time is spent looking in books for the secret of life. I've been talking, reading, writing for the past 60 years. I say "enough!"

I spend my nights in a vicious fury at what I've missed in life--the life I let slip away..God may know what my real calling is--but I don't.

I've squandered my past on non-sense. I've grown old with the smile of a fool on my face. How can a pretty decent life be such a disappointment? My time is past, I'm overworked and jaded. This truth, no matter how bad is worse than uncertainty, but I've dwelt in uncertainity all my life and I'm still there.